Recording my daily life

I don't know the reason why but since I came to Edinburgh,I often think about time.And I asked myself what did I yesterday? or the day before yesterday?
When I could not answer it, I felt sudden fear, so I started to write things I have done on a notebook since September before staring the course. It is not diary but I wrote silly ideas or interesting things and some comments.
One day,when I tried to drawn some images....I was disappointed my awful drawing.I thought I could do a bit better.
I strongly thought I need to recover my creativity but I thought if I did not keep this recording,I would not notice my awful drawing.
Since I started recording daily life, I found many new things which I didn't notice for instance, how many hours I spend time on the Internet or wasting of time. However,when I read the notebook again,I could feel that I am progressing just a little by little.
I could see my everyday live in these notebooks.